Sunday, January 21, 2007
Still at home
I found out I am not a stay still kind of person this weekend. This has to be the hardest test for me. To sit on my bumb for 4 days now. its killing me!!! I want to do things but what is more obvice is my mode, I am not happy about anything!! everything gets under my skin. I have cryed like 4 times once a day, just not wanting to do nothing anymore, actually my words are I don't want to do this anymore this being nothing. I SUCKS!!!!! I can not strees how hard it is on me. I thought christmas was going to be hard wit hout my anit depressents, that was nothing compared to this! Well the boys are home again i am going to go and play some I spy with dathen. hope to write in better spirets tomorow.